Just Not Enough

Dear Diary. It is just the begining of the week and yet i feel like it's being years from tge weekend, for one thing i have this feeling of insecurity though in honesty it can be traced to last week, like i said earlier i have fallen with some one and oddly enough accepting that i am in love didn't bring relief rather i am more stressed out, i keep feeling like am not sexy enough, not smart enough just generally not enough more than just in love mattets but in life and right now am stuck in a limbo. All my friends seem to have better friends and am just the weird in between guy but whatevs because from right now i am changing to the better me. Like a Phoenix i will rise from ashes. 😞 At least i hope so.